"When the student is ready the teacher will appear" This is a old saying i heard. Now you don't know the teacher could be knocking now but are you willing to listen, see its only when you get so fed up with the now, that you decide to change it, just like the alcoholic. he won't change unless he knows he has a problem , and just like how a women will never look up the recipe for apple pie until she has the thought of eating apple pie, you will never amount to more until you have the thought of it, until you look up the recipe for it and boys there's plenty of ways to amount, you just have to be ready, and it will appear, but if your not truly ready. Your going to have a hard time. thanks for reading i hope you learnt something new.